Here’s me three months ago – cruising along, feeling great, empowered, like anything’s possible. The world is wonderful and rich with opportunity. Months later, I’m feeling small, weak, vulnerable and bitter, self-critical, judgemental, peevish. What happened to my power and joy?

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